Melissa Mary Poems

This is my life, the only thing that I know
Trying to prepare for my future
Miserable as can be doing all work, being lonely
Even though tomorrow is unsure.
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It's lonely here.
Though I am surrounded by people everywhere I go
I am lonely.
I'm tired here.
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I broke tonight
and it felt so good
when our lips touched
it all felt right
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There is no such thing as free will.
Not with you, at least.
You force me to slowly kill myself.
I'm killing you, the same way you're killing me.
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I'm ready to be your fallback...
I'm ready; I know I'm not the one.
But after all that we've been through
and all the love we shared...
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I can't control how much I want you
No matter how bad you are for me
I breathe you in and hold you tight
Your aroma is so poisoning.
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No pictures, no home.
Unwelcome and alone.
Chewed up and spat out-
Where do i go now?
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It's growing colder now
More dark is setting in
It's getting harder now
I can't hold myself in
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When the night air touches my skin...
I feel I'm at home, I welcome it in.
And when I'm alone is when I feel me
turning into the night.
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Like this again,

The feeling's the same.
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