Katie P... Poems

I cry when you are with me,
i cry when you are away,
& i still cry when i first see you.
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O Daddy, please understand me,
Cause i don't understand myself,
O Daddy, please sing with me,
Cause i don't sing to myself,
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If ever i were to love you,
would you love me back?
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I had a life long story that one day included you.
The next day, i decided to throw that part of the story out.

You ask me why i throw it out?
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I liked 1, but then began falling for the other as he acted to fall for me. He backs off, & the other backs on.
I'm one girl. Caught between 2 guys.
Guy 1 is shy, but still out there. He makes me smile, and laugh. He's a pro at everything, but i just don't get what he wants from me? Friends, or more?
Guy 2 is extremely friendly, not shy, but definitely out there(in a good kind of way) . He knows how to make romantic moments, but to have a great time as well. We were just 2 humans, living our own lives at one time, but now, are we friends or are we more?
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I try so hard to please you
and at the same time i have to try so hard to please all of them.
When i try so hard, all i do is mistake,
and when, at the times i feel most faraway from them,
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You looked, I smiled.
You smiled, I blushed.
You talked, I giggled.
You texted, & I texted.
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