katie badham Poems

images go through me, him and me
so romantic, so happy
yet if you rip that wall paper away you find just a wall
when looking at it makes me feel so small
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I dream of you rapping your arms around me
but you not beside me
I dream of your lips touching mine
but you are not really here
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Take it slow, slow as can be
Don't worry, your not losing me
Trust bound between us two
No one will ever take the place of you
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Why do you hurt me and cause me pain?
Why do you ridicule me again and again?
Is there a reason for this terrible dispute?
Or are you being horrible like you always do?
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I look out my window ever single day
And hope i could see you, some how, some way
They've taken you away without no care of my distraught
Let them make there own decisions, that's what i was taught
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I don't like the carrolsell..
It just goes around
and up and down...
I need something new and fresh
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You may of wiped the dirt away when i fell
You may of told me i was going to be cleverest 'cuz i can tell'
Still i feel like i trample through mud
Because i am not understood
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He is my insperation and my one and truly good friend
He's been there for me, when i needed a friend
He's someone i have a laugh with and a laugh i do enjoy
We've been friends since toddlers, when playing with toys
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To start off with something little then big
This is something beautiful and I don't fib
To begin with small talk and now emotional convo's
Understanding one another is no problemo
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I reach for you with open arms
I stretch my fingers and widen my palms
I try to grasp you but the trasparent in my way
The transparant of second thought
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