Julia Chaos

My bleeding eyes only see darkness
Through the tainted glass that twists everything
He's telling me to join him in that mystery place
but you're stopping me, whispering in my ear
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I'd had enough of screaming
as you shattered my bones

I'd had enough of crying
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A thing that lasts that long
is perfect in every way
but as perfection is non-existant
when you say
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He gave me one bullet
reminding me every pain filled night
what was his reason for it
I had decided to plant it in MY soul
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When I see you
I feel my eyes light up
I want to look into yours
and float on a cloud
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I am worth so little
laying here in my bed
listening to my music
so many people die everyday
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The hott guy on the bus
is what she calls him
as she burst through the door
her heart light
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I fell for him
for his smile, his laugh, his touch
I feel hard
I don't know what he saw in me
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I am wandering around
Not wanting to let in
any air or sound
not feeling with my skin
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He's what we call our savior
the creator of life
misery, hate, violence
are what he gave us
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