Jessica Stubbs

Rookie - 42 Points (12/11/95)

Jessica Stubbs Poems

1. So Low 12/13/2011
2. Life's Misery 12/13/2011
3. Maybe 1/10/2012
4. Pretend 1/11/2012
5. Where The Lost Souls Go 1/20/2012
6. A Lonely End 5/1/2012
7. I Am Loved 5/3/2012
8. Into The Cold 6/22/2012
9. Depression Days 2/19/2013
10. Figure In The Mirror 5/16/2013
11. Blind 11/2/2013
12. It's Starting Again 10/17/2014
13. The Way It Was 1/6/2015
14. Yesterday 1/9/2015
15. Stay Inside -new- 5/20/2015
16. Behind, Before 11/2/2013
17. Midnight Walk 11/2/2013
18. Spark 12/29/2011
19. Alone 1/7/2012
20. Help To Late 12/13/2011
21. Pessimistic 12/13/2011
22. Let's Go Back 12/13/2011
23. I Own The Night 1/11/2012
24. Futile Funeral 12/13/2011
25. Fault Is Me 1/8/2013
26. Indecision 7/23/2013
27. The Passing Storm 7/30/2013
28. Little Paws 10/27/2012
29. Face Our Misery Together 1/11/2012
30. Sound Of Rebellion 12/13/2011
31. Social Anxiety 1/17/2012
Best Poem of Jessica Stubbs

Social Anxiety

When I need words most
The seem to drift away
My brain as their host
Doesn't know the right words to say

A panic sets in me
And everything becomes overwhelming
My self-esteem starts to drop
It feels as if my head might pop

It's scary unexpected
It like I'm infected
I feel as if I'm always being tested
I feel like I'm always being rejected

Why can't I talk
Why can't I make that scared feeling stop
I barely ever leave home
I'm starting to wonder if I'll spend all my life alone

When will this end
When will I start being okay again

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So Low

I don't know how to be happy
I don't know how to keep myself laughing
I can't fake a smile
I can't act like I feel alive

The days and nights are entwined
I've got bad thoughts in my mind
I can't rest
Not when my head's a mess

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