i imagine us hand in hand
walking on the beach, and lying on the sand
or swimming in a river, our hair wet
my heart, forever in your debt
...
Since the day you left me
my heart burns with your tainted fire.
Tears caused by dreamy memories fall each night
reflecting on when you still yearned for my desire.
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come one come all, and see the freak.
it has no soul, no heart, no cheek.
bring you mothers and your fathers.
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my past it brings me nightmares
when i am alone in the dark.
but everyday i must face them
whenever i enter a car.
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the snow falls, and i am here alone
on my own accord of course.
cause if i was with you, would you sit and watch
as i slashed blindly at my battered wrists?
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would it matter?
if i took my life right now.
not without pain of course.
first i’ll tear my tongue in two, so i can cease my endless lies.
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i feel so sick inside,
it makes me want to die.
i need to know you want this,
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last year, i stayed a week with you.
i thought you’d change, but i guess i was wrong.
drugs and drinks are still the only things on your mind.
all that time i thought of you as someone that does not exist.
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Red flames skip across butterfly wings.
and
Orange waves crash onto abandoned beaches.
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