Fluorescent Reality

Tell me why I am waiting,
For something to wish upon,
Something to give me hope.
Beacause all I have been given,
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As she looks into the mirror,
All she sees is someone she’s not.
Trying to be like the models she saw,
All over the catwalks floor.
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Your life, lustrously lingering.
Mine, disappearing to the darkness.

While your smile is a beacon of
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How do you know,
If it’s friendship or love.
Even if it’s like,
A beautiful dove.
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I cry myself to sleep,
It’s the way that I deal.
With the fact you do not love me,
Not like the way I feel.
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You’re the one,
Who makes my soul.
But yet I just,
Do not know.
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The pain I have,
It dwells deep within.
I don’t know,
Where to begin.
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Why is this so hard?
I used to write for hours,
About everything.
The love I felt,
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Every time I see you,
My heart will begin to thaw.
Every time I see you,
I fall in-love a little more.
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The sun always rises
But the light never shines
Amongst my disheartened heart.
The tunes deafening thoughts,
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While silently screaming I walked away,
I didn’t want to be there, I couldn’t.
While everything was lifeless,
They all spoke noiseless noise.
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What happens when you enter the system?
When do you get time to live?
How would one escape?
Who would one turn to?
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Why is this so hard?
I used to write for hours,
About everything.
The love I felt,
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I’ve had many chances in my life,
To find the one I’ve been dreaming of
And when I thought I’ve find the one,
They turn around and start to run.
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There's a girl across the water,
She's so beautiful when the light hits her eyes.
And my heart beats fast when I see her,
It's just too bad that girls across the water.
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Who has the right,
To say if it’s real.
If they don’t know,
The way we feel.
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