Emy Luvsnyancat

Where is the light
in this dark, dark world?
To guide me through the pain
like a lighthouse
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Their sharp words slice through the air
like poisonous arrows.

The beat of my heart
is as loud as the cruel taunts they shout at me.
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Voices shout at me
in my head
telling me what to do.
How do I escape the pain?
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Your words mean everything
My heart aches for you when I think about you
I desperately want to talk to you, to hear your voice
Yet in reality we haven't even met face to face.
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Fear spreads through me
As I narrowly avoid accidentally clicking the 'enter' button.
I remove the message from the chat box
And realise I had another opportunity
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I must confess
What I feel inside
The feelings I'm unable
To properly hide.
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I want to tell you how I feel
But I know you'll run away
Think I'm strange,
I'm deranged,
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Just thinking about you
Makes my heart ache
Wanting to talk to you
How much courage will it take?
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Terrified of what you really look like
Hoping you look cute
As much as I want to meet you
Reality is a brute.
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People say this 'obsession' of mine
Has gone out of hand
But it is your heart I require
To be with you is my demand.
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I see
bright blue eyes.

A smile as wide as
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Searing hot adrenaline rushes through me
as the knife blade tears through my skin.

This is who I am.
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The pain,
the scars.
Sometimes I wish I was dead.
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I see a bright golden light.

It engulfs me,
encloses me,
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I cry for hope,
I cry for happiness,
I cry for love.
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Lost in the depths of my mind.
An endless maze,
a bottomless pit.
Who am I?
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I am flying.
I am soaring.
The deep blue sky surrounds me.
Fluffy white clouds engulf me.
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The page bleeds with emotion.
Words swoop and dive,
fly and swim.
Recounts of journeys to uknown lands,
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