Eddie chavez

A vague memory of another reality
a constant reminder of mortality

too pure for me, impossible to clearly see.....
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Carefully reasoning, through out the Haze

I lost myself, completely
deep in the haze
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I swear, ive been training myself not to care
but the degrading intensity
of realizing the depths of reality
keeps on drowning me
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Awake, from you infinite sleep my love
you brilliantly dreamt throughout those bitter nights
as i layed wide awake, watching
joy and pleasure being slowly dragged away
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Feel the heat from each breath
A hope for warmth after death
Hear the echoes of our lives
For the soul never dies
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Every instance is steep
when clarity temporarily settles in

Ive concluded that
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I am real
my tears tell me so
What is real?
seems i will never truly know
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