In the depths of my own mind
lies thoughts of happiness thoughts of sadness
thoughts of love and thoughts of madness
In the depths of my mind
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No matter how far you are
No matter what you do
No matter what you say
Nothing in this world could make me sway
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Dont you kno ur beautiful
your eyes glissen like stars
im floatin by jus the thought of you feels like im on mars
dont need no money dont need no cars
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stranger stranger in this room
my heart has fallin for what i only assume
for i do not know you and we don not speak
jus the sight of you makes me weak
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I will never treat u wrong
I will never leave you all alone
I will never have a change of heart
Ive loved you from the start and ill love you til the end
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If you dont know me outside those walls
If you dont know me outside those halls
If you dont KNOW me then i am that which you cant judge
for what you assume from me at school is nowhere near how i am here
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my heart keeps fallin for the same people that break it
take it take it take it i say cuz all it does is hurt me
fall for one person nd see them eachday it makes me happy but in a way
its just a constant reminder that ill never be the type of man she deserves
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My Curse
when you look at me you couldnt tell
the sadness im cursed to endure
lonelyness lurking forevermore
every turn i take it stares me down
a stare that burns through my heart
leaving a mark not soon to be healed
everytime i go to sleep i think of this
of this lonelyness that haunts me
and i think of the people
the people ive longed for my friends
my friends indeed thats all they will be
but not to me not to me i say
these friends i love in a different way
i see them smile and my stress goes away
i see these people everyday
i think to myself what could i say
what could i say to make them feel tha same way
nothing is what cuz it will not happen
no matter how many times i tell myself this
i fall victim to my heart and fall again
deeper and deeper will it ever end
i think not so this i say to all female friends i love you
even if you dont kno ive felt this way about you
at one moment id say these words to you
at one moment id say i love you
but at no moment have these words been replied
as i sit here a heart broken man
get over it they say when im not sure that i can
these feelings jus wont go away....