when you look at me you couldnt tell
the sadness im cursed to endure
lonelyness lurking forevermore
every turn i take it stares me down
a stare that burns through my heart
leaving a mark not soon to be healed
everytime i go to sleep i think of this
of this lonelyness that haunts me
and i think of the people
the people ive longed for my friends
my friends indeed thats all they will be
but not to me not to me i say
these friends i love in a different way
i see them smile and my stress goes away
i see these people everyday
i think to myself what could i say
what could i say to make them feel tha same way
nothing is what cuz it will not happen
no matter how many times i tell myself this
i fall victim to my heart and fall again
deeper and deeper will it ever end
i think not so this i say to all female friends i love you
even if you dont kno ive felt this way about you
at one moment id say these words to you
at one moment id say i love you
but at no moment have these words been replied
as i sit here a heart broken man
get over it they say when im not sure that i can
these feelings jus wont go away....
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem