Am I your friend,
Fighting depression?
Am I your sister,
Making a bad impression?
...
I'm tired of wakin' up
To this same story.
Life's h*ll, I hate
But there's no glory.
...
Could it be that this is real?
Could it be that it's safe to feel
More in love than I've felt before?
'Cause each day I love you more and more.
...
I wish, as I sat here,
Nearing midnight, you see
Just to pretend that it doesn't hurt me....
...
If I become attached,
Will you leave me?
If I say, 'I love you, '
Will you hate me?
...
I want to lay in bed and cry
Until there's nothing left inside.
Why does it all come back?
...
I hardly know where to begin
When everything I wanted feels like sin.
Day in and day out, I’m fighting myself
...
I was born in Long Island Jewish Hospital in Queens, NYC. I've moved upstate since then. I'm fourteen (finally! ! ^-^) . I started writing some time around December or January, I think. I went to a private school for 7 1/2 years, then got homeschooled for almost a year. I'm a sophmore in highschool this year. I write my poetry and songs based on my feelings and things that happen/have happened to me. Please feel free to post comments about and/or rate my work. In fact, I'd appreciate it.)
I Hate...
I hate,
hate that I can't trust
I hate,
hate that I must lie because they'd rather believe I'm fine.
I hate,
hate who I've been.
I hate,
hate to make decisions.
I hate,
hate that I can't hate those I should.
I hate,
hate my life.
I hate,
hate that I can't die.
I hate,
hate to live in fear and hate.
I hate,
hate my uncertainty.
I hate,
hate the lies people tell me.
I hate,
hate that I believe.
I hate,
hate those that wish their lives were mine.
I hate,
hate all emotion that's mine.
I hate,
hate that I need others.
I hate,
hate my own d*mn incompetence.
I hate,
hate that there's so much to hate.
Hey, how's everything on poemhunter going for ya? You got some nice poems out there, hope people are finding them OK. Keep 'em coming! -Oni