Calven Butch Poems

heavy winds of pain surge in my body as clouds,
Boldered rocks hung low in my soul,
Wieghing me down to the ground,
Blood gushes out with no sound,
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</></> Night skies brimmed with stars,
they twinkle and dance in harmony,
As I stare at them,
laying in your arms,
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I feel dead but I am not,
I feel the darkness but nothings there,
I feel alone but everyone's there,
I feel abused but no one touches me,
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Heavy weighted thoughts ran through my mind,
Capturing any moment I had with you,
The great times,
the good times,
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The times I saw you were never enough. Tears fell from those soft cheeks you will never touch again.

The touches you left, I can never feel again. The way you caressed my body in such a lovingly manner, I will never feel the warmth of those hands. The soft looks in your eyes. Nothing will be the same.
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Why did you leave me behind?
Why must you look at me with sorrow fulled eyes?
Why do you avoid me but still make love to me?
Questions need answers and I am not getting anywhere with you,
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</>Darkness unfolds powerful wings of your arms,
your sly voice bring me in,
Chaining me down with agony,
Why must we all fall but some never arise,
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