Why? Poem by Calven Butch

Why did you leave me behind?
Why must you look at me with sorrow fulled eyes?
Why do you avoid me but still make love to me?
Questions need answers and I am not getting anywhere with you,
Your stench reeks,
Your hair is messed all the time,
Your neck is covered in hickeys that I did not do,
Hate powers my mind,
Agony powers my heart,
Pain calms my face,
Satisfaction rolls in my body each and every time you fall and try to rise again,
I hate this feeling,
love and compassion,
I died a little today,
I will die again tomorrow,
as the days that pass,
I slowly move into the darkness you call hate and anger.
It will comfort me more then you ever did,
it will help me see through this and find the light that i have been searching for,
Blade does not always solve problems but only create anew,
Blood does not need to be shed for it causes more pain and anger,
Live life with your lies and why's?
But never forget to look behind your past and see what really happened.....