Brandy Sue Wells Poems

Good morning dear Lord.Such a beautiful morning thank you for this day.I need to talk with you please. I'm so scared and my heart its so heavy.My mom is so tired she hurts so bad, her heart is so broken.I ask that you put your hands on her and watch over her, that maybe she won't be in so much pain.Bring her piece, Not only is she the greatest mother, She's my best friend lord.So broken-hearted.Yet still the strongest and amazing women.She'll say to us girls, I'm okay, but she's really isn't. For us girls we see what's happening, I see it when I look into her eyes, hear it in her voice. Beautiful inside and out. Oh man does she Love you. Shares your word any chance she gets Lord.When I said could you bring her piece, and comfort, When I asked for you to bring her piece just don't take her from me please please understand just don't take my momma away. I know that you have a better place for all to see, could you just let her stay here with me, I couldn't live without her.She is my everything.
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Dear Lord, I come to you with a heavy heart on my knees I pray for you to watch over my son yes my baby boy I know he's made mistakes.He has lost his freedom for that.Can you send a Angel to watch over him at night and through the day somehow let him know that I'm always here.when they lock the cell bars up at night.Lay your hands over him lord and keep him safe.That one day he will come home I love and miss him so much.Lord can you forgive me for not being a better mother than I should of been.Maybe he'd be setting here with me instead of the pin.
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I met GOD today.
Be strong and smile,
for you will see me again,
Do not keep your sad face.
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Walking in the moonlight, on a distant shore.Black magic, black mother let me pain no more.For the time has come for me to be alone.I must be this way for you have hit me with your last stone.I dug a ditch a long ways from here, I planted some lilies there.As I dug a grave for myself out in the middle of nowhere.As I head to the darkness where light has never shown.Tears keep coming and loneliness, heartache, the scars I'll forever have.Will i ever find who I wants was? I must hide my face and you should hide yours.Darkness is among us now.I don't hear a sound.Lord please forgive me as I'm about to sin.l asked you not to throw stones at me.That means you offered me pain.You are a sight for sore eyes.Darkness of evil has opened inside me.Broken bones with all the pain, Nightmares there's not a worse feeling to wake up and not have your memory.Someone else to feed you clean you.Screaming over and over, what the hell has happened to me.All for what? Lord only knows.iv'e always heard sticks and stones may break your bones.But you will never hurt me. We are here, this grave that i dug.Was never for me. It's for you...
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When this storm finally passes and you wonder how you made it through so each day that passes and learn what to do how to deal with it inside prison you think you made a brand that's all over with and bars close once again not even sure if the World is still the same deal for you and they're moving forward each and every day.One thing that is certain.When you come out.You will not be the same person who walked in.Although many people ride the same storm over and over again.Oh myself I'll never forget the storm that I was in but I'll try to prevent ever going back again when I put an alarm is around your neck and tell you I love you and I hope you never go back I pray to God every day that my children hate that storm that never ends.
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If there were visiting hours in heaven I'd always be there I'd never miss one.Even if I had to stay on this side of the pearly gates, I would blow kisses and send so many hugs from everyone.You'd have to pass them around and around. I'd ask you how your days are.Are you really with the rest of our loved ones and friends.I know from down here we can't see you anymore but I feel you everyday. Would you pass our hugs and love to each and everyone until we see you again one day.
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Many mistakes were made and it's too late to go back I keep replaying it over and over thinking what if I did this or what if I did that
So still I sit alone crying and screaming Wanting to fix it all only knowing I can't
A burning in my heart for my kids they are my love my life  I would do anything to go back in time pay more attention and hold dearly to their precious life's The time I missed as I watched them grow Only praying that my love for them that'd always know Now it's gone Never forgotten I now watch their children grow I still got to forgive myself until then I'll carry this burden this heavy load I caused it all my kids paid the price
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Keep that chin up never give up.Your pills are a must.Show no one your thought remind yourself to smile a little.those thought you have at night won't last forever, The voices in your head it's a constant battle I wish I was dead yet my children and my grandchildren deserve my best. Trying to learn how to be myself knowing I'll never forget.
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