Heavy Load Poem by Brandy Sue Wells

Many mistakes were made and it's too late to go back I keep replaying it over and over thinking what if I did this or what if I did that
So still I sit alone crying and screaming Wanting to fix it all only knowing I can't
A burning in my heart for my kids they are my love my life  I would do anything to go back in time pay more attention and hold dearly to their precious life's The time I missed as I watched them grow Only praying that my love for them that'd always know Now it's gone Never forgotten I now watch their children grow I still got to forgive myself until then I'll carry this burden this heavy load I caused it all my kids paid the price