bethany inthemeantime Poems

Why do i care that you always break my heart?
Why do i care about all the fights you start?
Why do i care about all the times you have hurt me?
Why do i care about how you yell and beat me?
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I will not give up
I will not cry
I will not shut up
But I will ask 'why? '
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everyone dies..........eventually.
some people care,
heaven or hell?
most people dont.
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Blackness.

Its swirling around you,
Its swirling around me.
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gray is the color of me.
gray is the color of black,
and white.
swirling.swirling.
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i cant breathe
i need to scream
im suffacating
im dying
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what would happen if you lost control?
of your life?
of your fears?
of your dreams?
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WE fight
WE fall

WE live
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The night is bleak
The night is gray
there is nothing to make
the pain go away
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