becky tuffs

As i sit here on the bathroom floor,
I cant help but do it more and more,
The blade it cuts, it feels so good,
As i sit here in all my blood,
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While sleeping god had called you name,
he said, dear one this is not a game,
its now time for you to rest,
you have done your job, you are the best.
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DID I DO SOMETHING TO HURT YOU
DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG
ONE DAY YOU WHERE WITH ME
NEXT DAY YOU WHERE GONE
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A little life here for awhile,
To bring joy and share a smile,
You did this every single day,
We've missed it since you went away.
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Shh, Listen really hard,
can you here what i here,
im sure i here an angel,
saying that they are near.
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The light it went from my eye,
Because of all the tears that i cry,
This all happened on the day,
God called you home and you went away.
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The golden gates they opened wide,
the angels lined up side by side,
another angel is on the way,
this is what i heard god say.
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Please someone understand,
how much i want to hold her hand,
how much i want to see her face,
but this can never be the case.
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I often wonder if its true,
is there really a god and does he have you,
I know its wrong to think this way,
But lifes never been the same since that day.
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Does it really get easier,
Living without you,
7 year you have been gone,
and i cant believe its true.
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My friend, you mean so much to me,
You helped my eyes to look and see,
That although my loved one has gone away,
I will get to see them again one day.
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My family i love you,
Please believe its true,
I watch you from the skies above,
and wrap you up in all my love.
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Along this road ahead i go,
Walking down the lane,
I never noticed this before,
But this road is not the same.
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All i have a memories
of the days that we had you
but thats just not enough
we want you here too.
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When you look at me,
what do you see,
a girl with a smile upon her face,
yes, i know this is the case.
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A million people around me,

Yet im all alone,
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I hope your not angry with me,
i had to go you see,
heaven had a place ready,
i even got to bring my teddy.
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I cry at night when im alone,
and no one has ever known,
just how much i miss you so,
and wanted to watch you grow.
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My wonderful family down below,
im sorry you never watched me grow,
you see our lord needed me,
so he took me home, he set me free.
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Before you left, to god i prayed,
that he would make you well again,
but god he sadly said to me, my child,
your nan will never be the same.
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