Balint Nagy

I'm so distracted and don't know what to do
My friends have no idea what I'm going through
I know they just preach and pretend
But the truth is, they can't understand
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Shattered dreams, endless nights,
Without you I've lost the light
But with the aim to survive
Our heartbreaking goodbye
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I'm just a clown in a circus
Who can't give you anything at all,
But if you look beneath the surface
You might find my heart so true & pure
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I've pulled myself
Back to life
Now I rise
I'm so alive
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Intoxicated, smoking cigarettes,
Walking hand in hand with someone I just met
It's beautiful, but only for tonight
'Cause when the morning comes
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For so many years I was blaming myself, thought I am the bad.
For so many years I hated myself, thought I am a cad.

Hate fueled me; I spent all of my nights sad.
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Even with your last breath you tried
To not leave us all behind
And we believed desperately
Until the very last day
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You're 81 miles away
And I just wish you were here
Oh, how I wish you were here
But you're 81 miles away
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Even though you disappeared
Sometimes I wonder
Do you think about me?
Cos I don't have any doubt
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Spent my whole life as a target for the well sharpened thorns
Negligently let the vultures tear apart my unbroken soul
Not living for this anymore, even though I've lost every war
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Fato prudentia maior
(Vergilius)

We
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Oh,
I've been down so low
Oh,
I had to gone too far to save my soul
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Completely broken, I was standing in the rain,
Suddenly, I had had enough of the pain,
‘Coz, I don't have a reason to be tragic at all,
I lost some joy, but I've got so much more.
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The Oceans have dried out
We've ruined all the things we can't live without
Defeated by ourselves
We are immature, mortal after all
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Time of life:
Staring at the morning star
By your side
With our hands
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That month has changed everything inside of me.

Trapped inside my mind
With agony and death-wish
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Azt gondoltam mostanra már nem kell félnem,
Lesz, ki fogja kezem megannyi éjszakán,
Fényével vezet a sötétségen át,
Őrjítő csendben várom a csodát.
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Dirty little secrets, hypocrite lies
Hide beneath your crimson lips
And gorgeous starry eyes
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For so long I was feeling like a ghost
Barely seen through dark shadows

I've been addicted but now I'm clean
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Egyedül járunk, már veszett minden remény
Keresztutak mentén, előttünk szakadék
De mikor az élet felemészt
Nekem a jelened menedék
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