Arabella Lillian Poems

I once had a happy mind
I used sing and dance and laugh
But suddendly a cruel shade
Creeped into my beautiful life
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I just cannot believe
that you can always stand by me
even though I'd love to know
where'd you ever go
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You were there
When I needed to hide
You were there
When tears were falling
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I don't wanna make it look like
All I do is sitting in self-pitty
And cry all night
I don't wanna draw any kind of attention to me
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She seems so perfect
still the last time I checked
She's loved by everyone so deeply
but nobody ever thought
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It's not like I wouldn't see it coming
I see it before my eyes
I hear her soft voice humming
I see me rehearsing the good byes
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