pain is inside
pain is outside
pain is hurt
pain is loving someone who does not love back
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something new something old
whats suppose to come
not so sure
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Things running through my mind
wondering if i did the right thing,
confused by millions of thoughts.
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Looking at a picture
Figuring ourt its secrets
Looking into the depth of
his eyes.
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In complete silence
Heart stops, mind stops
Eyes shut, emotions closed
Up on everyone around.
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Wanting to be someone i'm not.
Lieing to myself and to others around.
Whats happened?
Why is this happening?
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Standing outside with the wind
blowing my hair.
people are laughing,
people are talking,
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finally letting go
finally leaving
finally going to scream it out to the f***** world
that i dont care
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CAUGHT CRYING BY ONE WHO TRYS TO HELP.
ALWAYS CRYING IN PRIVATE FOR DWELLING ON THE PAST.
AT TIMES WANTING HELP,
AT TIMES NOT WANTING HELP.
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