Angel Jordan

I might miss you,
and I might cry...
If only you knew,
the smile I lie.
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Up at dawn,
but the day goes on.
Fighting for your life,
in sadness and in strife.
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She was always there for me,
to wipe away my tears.
She's heard every plea,
witnessed all the years.
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As the smile began to fade,
and a single tear dropped;
he was no longer an aid,
Just a friendship that stopped.
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Trying to be strong,
trying to hold it together.
I'm trying to tape this opened throng,
and piece it back forever.
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It's really ending;
coming to a close.
My heart cracking,
but nobody knows.
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Sometimes you hurt,
sometimes you plead.
Once in a while you're curt,
every now and then you bleed.
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I've realized it's wrong,
what I thought before.
I have to be strong,
all the way to the core.
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Don't patronize my ways,
if you have yet to understand.
Ignorance pays,
and stupidity is bland.
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I couldn't tell you if it's real,
or how long it's gonna last.
I can't say how it's gonna feel,
or why it goes so fast.
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You never forget your first love,
and you never regret your last.
They're a gift from above,
even though the time is passing fast.
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So I've read a poem,
and I've read it good.
I used to have it confused,
but now it's understood.
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There's a whistle and a howl,
danger in the distnace.
The predator on the prowl,
the enemy already in stance.
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It's in the words that you say,
the way you indicate.
Sometimes my thoughts stray,
the tone of your voice, irate.
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You eye them, aghast,
mumble your accusation.
It's all in the past,
that feeling, sensation.
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You're the best,
I always knew.
Giving me tests,
Pulling me through.
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I don't know why,
and I don't know how....
All I know is I will not cry,
I'll just sit down...
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I love how I'm second,
how I always end up last.
I love how you beckoned,
and how I was forgotten so fast.
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'm so angry it hurts;
more than you'll ever know.
It seems as if I'm cursed;
my bad luck always in tow.
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I'm just looking back on all the good times we shared,
and all the memories we made.
You always, always cared,
you were always at my aid.
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