Amberrrr gordon

I hear you in my dreams.
you whisper only words iknow.
Your arms tower over me i've never felt so safe.
you kiss me oh so softly, my lips turn into a smile.
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we were just kids in love,
invisiable and brave.
you were just one mistake,
i knew that we would cave.
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It's so boring in this tank
back and forth all day long.
i stare out, they stare in.
will they feed me?
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The man i loved had grey hair,
He had a big belly too.
He would always tell silly jokes and go down the pub for a few.
The man i loved was my grandad, i loved my grandad so!
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I can see the wind blowing through the tree's.
i can see the wind rustling the winter leaves.
i can see the rain falling from the sky, i can see the rain coming from up high.
i can tell this winter is going to get much glummer.
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My parents shout at eachother all day long, i dont understand what went wrong?
I hear them at night i start to cry the voices in my head say why oh why?
I get up from bed it's 1 am, everyones asleep but there up again.
I sit on the stairs and listen to them shout, i hug my teddy tight.
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A robot mum cleans your room and doesnt ever nag.
She doesnt tell you to move your shoes and always packs your school bag.
She doesnt embarass you infront of your friends she's always really cool and even when your not ill she lets you have the day of school.
But robot mums cant hug you and kiss you when your feeling sad,
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I sit and wait, but wonder why
you never came to say goodbye.
It was all so sudden all the pain,
i know i cant go through it again.
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