Ali Joanne

Why is it my memories haunt me
When i had kept then so hidden before
I thought i had managed to keep them away
And bolt them behind a closed door
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Where can you run to
When no-one else is around
When everyone else is sleeping
And there isnt one single sound
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Theres this place inside my head
Where everythings kept in tight
Even when i want to open it
My mind keeps it in with fright
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I love having you as a friend
You make my life loads brighter
Even on a miserable day
You make my problems seem lighter
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It still boils around inside
No matter what the day
Its still attacking my life
And i cant make it go away
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Do they ever realise
How much i love them so
I dont want things to change
I dont want to see them go
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Friends till the end
Thats what we used to say
But neither of us realised
It was fading day by day
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Its so easy for them to say stop
They dont feel it day to day
Easy to try and not listen
So easy for them to walk away
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Sometimes i think when the lights go out
I think back to when he hurt you
To the days you used to scream and shout
And it all started when i was only two
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From all this pain
What am i meant to gain
All i want is to be in heaven above
Somewhere i know i will be loved
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Why should i stay alive
When deep inside i want to die
Whats the point of blood running through my vains
Should i end it now and stop the pain
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I hate life, i hate me
Does anyone actually see
That i dont want to be living
As why should i keep giving
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Life is like a merry-go-round
Tossing you up and down
Sometimes you cant touch the ground
But in the end it all comes around
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Looking in the mirrror
I see two people in me
The one who smiles and laughs
And the one i dont want to be
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In my mind i have the answers
Im just trying to let them free
I need to talk, they need to escape
They just need to let me be
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Talking to an expressionless face
A stranger whom I don't know
Wondering what they will think
When I let my true feelings show
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I can see the blood
But I can't feel a thing
My body's gone numb
But I can't stop
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The drops do fall
Only late at night
She hides in a corner
Away from sight
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If tears were a waterfall
Your body is its master
When the storm is picking up
It flows a little faster
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A cut or two
Just to get through the day
A cut or two
No more I say
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