Nothing works:
Not a nice meal, nor a walk in the woods
Nor letting the sadness run its course - for it never does -
...
Beloved, stand aside as I tighten the screws
and throw away the key.
Turn your face away when I crumple.
Don't look, as I turn to water.
...
Words again fail us at times like this.
It comes as no surprise:
we know now that the answer lies
no longer in the balming and
...
it gets settled here and now on my body skin fat sinews bone
innards writhing the corpus of my flesh bears the brunt of it all:
the unwritten thoughts the unborn fire the deepest cold the
itch i cannot scratch
...
It's all I can do
to eat from Your hand, everyday
savouring Your grace
in darkness and in light.
...
Eliot's Prufrock measured his life in coffee spoons,
having known the evenings, mornings, afternoons.
Such is the nature of simple measures,
themselves repositories of greater treasures:
...
Shout
Nothing works:
Not a nice meal, nor a walk in the woods
Nor letting the sadness run its course - for it never does -
nor avoiding, nor sublimating; not even letting go.
Eyes shut, I shout your name into the silence of my mind. I scream it.