just kind of wrote this on the spot...
Tired of this weather
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Shattered hearts
and flattering stories
gaping darkness and lost tries
senseless glory
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Discomfort inside this skin
tossing and turning, I keep telling myself not to give in
I want to rip myself apart
all over the floor, dragging this useless heart
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I miss you already
you're already gone
I'm already stable
reach for the gun
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The blinding sun
to move, I crawl
in this darkness of light
at least it was a perfect fall
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The night is silent
darkness is free
the truth is violent
and I can't see
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In my dreams I see nothing but darkness
Surrounded by people in isolation
I finally know that fear is timeless
the truth is my realization
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