star Alvarado

you say you mean it
you say you care
why don't you just leave me alone here
the darkness is my only friend
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If I stay would you love me
If I stay would you care for me
If i stay would it be the same
the same fist
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What if I died tonight?
What would you do?
What would you think?
There would be nothing to care about
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Love is Crazy
Love is Hell Love is Powerful
Love is Strange
Love is peaceful
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I can be strong
I can be brave
I can be mindful
I can be sane
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When you look up at the night sky
What do you see
Little white wishes sent away to be
A wish for everyone to see
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What's left after destruction, ruins.
What's left after war, ruins.
What's left after natural disasters, ruins.
What's left after heartbreak, ruins.
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Depression, My depression is caused by one.
Just One.
How can one cause so much pain.
How can one bring so many tears.
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The more you lie the more I cry.
Wondering why you like to lie.
Do you lie to see me die inside?
What you see outside is not inside.
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You made me happy
now i'm sad
You made me laugh
now I cry
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Confused. Numb. Living
there's this feeling where there's really no feeling, u don't feel the pain the you've caused by your actions, your not numb to emotions but u just don't feel. Or u can feel your emotions but its for the wrong things. It becomes something normal to u, its been around for so long that you've now become used to it. It's not something scary, or something that's quiet, it's; something hidden until it's no longer hidden. It's were you feel the need to ask yourself questions about the simplest things. But you aren't depressed, you're confused, so you think?
You've been around people who make it seem as if your feelings are so small or don't matter as much as theirs, for so long you tend to believe that your feelings are not their. It takes someone like you, to understand you! What you feel may be simple or small but it matters. It's okay for your feelings to only matter to you. Your enough! Your feelings are enough!
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You asked me what's wrong and I say I'm sad, you asked me why but I shrugged away. I didn't want to tell you that I miss everything about you when you're away. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I miss how your eyes shine in the light. I miss the way you look at me and most of all I miss the way you speak to me, so caring and gentle. When you're here I get all that back but when you leave I miss everything about you.
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Juvenile love is much more. High school sweethearts are differ. When you're in a detention everyone says ' don't look for someone here' but when you find someone you truly care about it's hard to try and stop falling.
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