I Can'T Remember Poem by Marilyn White

The last time I laughed
Thought I was something
The time I wanted to cry
The only thing I can
Remember is this pain
That I have always
Had in my heart
Since birth I guess
Need someone to open
That door for me
The one that it locked
I tried I tried to escape
It pushed me back
Now here I am looking up
Wondering why me
What I have I done?
But just wanted to live
Be free in this world
That other seem to find happiness
I am tired of not being me
I just want to in my soul
But let me breathe
I have some unfinished
Business that I need to tend
Got a go and tell someone
Goodbye before the hello
Even starts I know
What on your mind
It’s not going to happen
You got the wrong girl
You always will
As long as I am here
Look at you I am wanting to cry
At how perfect you are
With all your hidden flaws
That you think no one can see
I can see right through them
In some way I have been there
I don’t know how to tell you
To heal for I just never moved on
I never had the heart to