Can'T Change Me Poem by Jackie Hughes

</>Why are you so mean to me 
What can't you just 
Love me 
Hug me 
Respect me 
Cause i just want you next to me 
What is it you want from me 
Perfection?  
I can't do it!  
You say I've got to prove it but how?
I'm screaming out loud 
But you don't hear the sound 
You blow right through it 
I'm tryin but you don't care 
Don't you see that I'm scared 
Of losing you 
Of losing me 
Of becoming something I'd hate to be 

I just wanna be seen by you appreciated too 
Cause I love you 
And I know u love me too 
But you can't see through your pain and your problems 
That I got some too 
But your just passin me by like I'm invisible
Aor worse another problem that can't get solved 
A big flaw on your perfect exterior
Not seeing into my interior
Your just pushin me to be you 
But I don't want to be u 
I wanna be me 
I can't apologize for being myself and no one else 
But I'm filled with flaws 
And you hate em 
Wish you didn't have a part in creatin em 
Why can't you just love em and me
For being your daughter 
A parta your life 
That I wish you would hold on tight to 
Not letting go or moving on to 
Someone better
More worthy 
To fill my flawed space 
Kicking me out 
Pushing me away 

But I can't change ever 
So just except it 
And love it for what you got
Because I love you