Shelly 945

It's your fault that im crying
It's your fault you were always lying
to me
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He gets up, he packs his things
The hurt, the sadness it starts to sting
As I watch him, I start to cry
I can't hold it in, it happens everytime
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How did we ever come to this
In my life, thought you would always exist
And then we fell apart and you broke my heart
When I see you know all I can think of is how?
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All the pain you put me through
I still never gave up on you
im blinded
From all the times you pushed me down
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our hearts desire what feels like fire
rushing through your vain you cant feel the pain
it makes you feel like you are on top
this thing you never want to stop
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love is stronger than hate
something you can't underestimate
until you act upon it, it will stay
it's not easy to just push away
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Don't break my heart before I give it to you
Don't walk away, unless I'm walking with you
Don't move on until I tell you to
Don't lose hope until I've lost it to
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what happens when we die
will we get a chance to say goodbye

will i feel the same
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i love you, and that's how i feel
than i remember you're not real
you were just something i'd dream of in my head
i realize its fake, the fantasy is dead
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to others I'm invisible, this is my war
I've dealt with it all my life, this i learnt to ignore
i know what it feels like, when people know you're not there
but this Ive learned to live with, so i no longer care
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people don't know you but i do
i don't care what they think, and neither should you
to my heart you have the key
it doesn't matter what they see
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you are the only one who really cares
you are the only one who is always there
you tell me right from, wrong
you help me stand up to be strong
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Don't tell me what's best for me
it's my life, that I can already see
my heart says one thing, my mind says the other
I've made to many mistakes, I can't afford another
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She's young and she's beautiful
so let go of me and don't pull
if she's what you want go ahead
choose her over me, instead
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Need some time away, to get my head clear minded
because right now what i want is undecided
nothings going my way
but I keep living, day by day
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I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to tell you lies

I don't want to show you
the truth that's behind my eyes
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Keeping it all inside
from everyone, always
trying to hide
alone, all of this I try to fight
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Trying not to think about it but its really hard the thoughts that I have I cant just disregard
I cant control the things I feel part of me wishes its all not real
Ive never been hurt bullied or even abused which is why feeling this way makes me confused
I dont know whats bothering me
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Why do we do things we don't want to do
Why do we say things we don't want to say
Why do we think things we don't want to think
Why do we remember things we want to erase
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Every girl looks for her king,
And waits for the day, he gives her a ring

Every boy looks for his queen
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