seajay davis

I can feel you near me i scream but nothing comes out
You turn on the light but i can't see your face
You come after me at a fast pace with your cloths taken off halfway
I turn buy there is no way out
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I got to say black and blue are cool colors
But the way i got them are not
I get them no matter what i do no matter what i say
My mom hates me that's what i think because she beats me every day
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He makes me smile it's like he's my child
Why am i so tuff on him
He gets anything he wants and thats not right
Their teaching him to grow up getting anything at life
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Every day i sit out there freezing my butt of in the cold air
Wating and watching for food or money
Some people take pity and some don't
I've lived my life alot that way i guess i've gotten used to it anyway
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Staring at you this is what i got to say
Your the electric to my shock
Your the beating of my dieing heart
But i love you in every way
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I saw your face it looked so sweet
Your eyes just knock me off my feet
You walk so fine and look so sweet
You make my heart just skip a beat
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Were we ment to be together i don't know
When i'm with you all my problems seem to go away
You bring out the real me the side i never show
Thats why i love you and that will never change
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He told me it was going to be alright
He didn't tell me he was going to end my life
He showed me this place it was so cool
But i was such a fool
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I want people to know the real me and not the person i'm pretending to be
I'm always depresed and feel the same way
I put on a happy face and push my emotions away
I feel like i'm going to break down at any moment
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Tattoo your name across my heart
That way we'll never part that's what i thought
Your living off batteries and that's not right
Your struggling all day and night
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Halloween is almost near
I walk outside and hear screams every where
Your eyes have gone from blue to black
You smile and i see your teeth have gone black
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Somebody help me i'm fading fast
I can see the light and it's coming fast
People stop to look but they end up waalking past
I can't belive i'm dieing this way
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Now that your gone i want you so much
Your no where to be seen and it hurts so much
I close my eyes and your standing next to me
I open them and you dissapeare
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I used to love him until that night
I had the covers pulled to my chin
Our bodies sweaty and the air hot
You know what you did was wrong you just played along
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Can you hear me i'm not that far away
I would love for you to come home and say i never loved you anyway
I sit there watching and waiting
The phone never rings and the door never opens
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I sit in my room and cut myself to take the pain away
I wipe up the blood and throw it away
Then i smile because i know it will never go away
I sit there with a smug look on my face watching the blood drip away
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I'm sitting in the corner shaking vilently back and forth
When someone comes near i look at them and they run in fear
I'm dressed in all black sitting far in the back
I'm holding my wrist blood is everywhere
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I'm having thoughts of scuicide they are coming at me left and right
I try to think of something else but they pop up and nothing else
There are so many ways i can kill myself
Like jumping off a brige or cutting myself
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I have so much pain when will it go away
It's stabbing at my heart like a sharp blade
When i come to school i put on an act
Everyone is so clueless and have no facts
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I'm all alone can someone help me
I'm laying on the floor dieing
Blood is every where can someone help me
I'm fading quickly and i don't know where
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