Sachin Pushkarna

while you waited for me to open my door,
my mind said just wait some more

we were walking together on the sidewalks, away from the lights away from the havenots,
you pushed me aside, somebody on the road, i hit the board
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never could i replace the time
i spent with you, i was at my prime
we met each other amongst a forest of bushes
the way your eyes sparkled i got lost within
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Definitely it ended before it started
You must think it wasn't me
There are times when you feel so weak
Nothing in this world is as close as it seems
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As I move ahead in life, alone
Something which I have always done
To be alone, be a loner,
But this time it seems a little different
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in the beginning, there was nothing,
This is what i believe, and as they say,
from a thought we were born,
life is as we think, we make
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i was thought of a long time ago,
all along with many seeds that were sown

I never had a name, nor identity any
in an instant, that one became too many
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do they all go through what i am going through everyday
do they all see, all these different shades all beneath one single tree
is this all for real cos it seems like a movie
Again it makes me smile when it should make me cry
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bright stars up there in the sky
always make me wonder who am i?
an insignificant piece in the scheme of things
part of the larger game being played within
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Once the supreme suddenly realized

Its too lonely being the only life
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Let me breathe, let it sink in
Demons of the past or unpredictability of the future
when all I do is live in the present
then what brings it out
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Born alone into the womb of a mother,
Away from friends, family and the mix
The world full of its diversifications
Never knew all of it exists
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I don't know whats right or wrong
What to let go, to what to hold on
What to do, in this world of given
what to express and what to hide
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blue skies cover the horizon
as divine sunlight touches the wind
the languid sound of water running
as a green blanket envelopes the hill
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