rose red

walking
ever walking
towards the end
looking back
...

To be alone is peace
a quiet that calms me
seeps into my heart
so i can be restful
...

again and again
my heart thumps
in my chest
your arms
...

i look in your eyes
and see your tears there
flowing freely in your grief
they sadden me no end
...

i tried to help
to take away your pain
but all you did
was take and take
...

a knife in your gut
a bullet in your head
an overdose of medicine
all are far better than
...

thrown blindly into the lion's den
no weapon to speak of
no hope yet no fear
what comes will come
...

day is night
night is day
time is blending together
seeming to go slower
...

I'll love you forever
I'll love you for eternity
it will not show
and i will leave
...

sit still for a moment
and listen well
love does not cure all
hard work and acceptance does
...

what is freedom
but a prison
who's walls
we refuse to look at
...

contemplating what might have been
what i wished had happened
but now its gone and done
and can't be changed
...

love
something i can touch no more
love
what torturers my sleep
...

what is left
of me
that is
after what I've been through
...

the darkness
filling my senses
as i wander alone
wondering why
...

love i once had
for you my friend
but i can't put
my life on hold
...

pain
that is all
your sadistic mind
could ever think of
...

watching you leave
is breaking my heart
but then again
my heart was already breaking
...

peace is just a war
within ones self
a lie we tell ourselves
in our sleep
...

your life was forfeit for mine
you were trying to save me from my past
save me from the world
that was suppose to be me on the slab
...