Zion By Bo-Edward Lawrence Poem by Bo Edward Lawrence

Late nights i capture my soul dancing among the stars as i stand under the street lights
i fear not what i am but what i may become.
i fear not love but lack of appreciation.
Have you ever felt alone in a dark room?

i panic because i don't know what society wants me to be
i panic because i don't understand what god wants me to see
i stay calm because I'm avatar and i love tree
ima hippy is what they say when i try to explain i just love life
not being appreciated feels like running full speed into a wall with no seatbelt
thats why we consult drugs and alcohol to make my feet melt so i don't feel grounded to my problems.

i consult remy to relax
Jack daniels in my sock
please pass the bottle sir, and let me rock
2 shots turn into 10
we all can be very optimistic but sometimes late at night it seems like depression becomes your best friend

The days get cold
and the night gets colder
depression always seems to transition over
lies on the poster
i can't even hold yah
i am my own coda rostra

Appreciate me like I'm the last breath of fresh air you will ever take i hope your willing.
Suicide is the last thing on my mind
but the last thing on my mind is defiantly not living
i hope I'm god forgiven
because sin is forbidden
and every day it feels like the devil is winning
but he didn't

A devil in a red dress I'm glad i never met her
appreciate me please I'm a kind coretta
theres no one better
i can paint picassos in these letters

I just want to find the tallest tree that i can jump off of and fly on
from here i can actually see lauren standing on that hill to take me back to zion
take me back to zion
god will appreciate me