You Say... Poem by Natalie Carrier

You say that you can help me,
But no one can,
You say that I need you,
But I know I don’t.
I need someone who can tell me what to do,
My life got so screwed up,
I’m lost forever in my mind,
You say that you can help,
But I know that’s bull,
I want to trust you,
To believe what you say,
But I have a habit for believing what people say,
Then they turn their back,
So I’m back in [heck],
That’s why I don’t trust you,
You say you will be there forever,
I know that’s not true,
You have future plans,
No one is forever,
That I learned the hard way,
My heart it’s all broken,
You say you love me,
Now that’s a big mistake,
You only love yourself,
No matter how hard I want to believe you,
I know whatever you say,
Will never be true……