You Made Me Who I'M Not Poem by Kayli Rotunno

I try so hard to be who I'm not, to prove to you I can be who you want
I can beg on my knees, I can cry or bleed
for you I'll do anything, thats why I started weed
I got drunk for you I'll, I lay for you
now I want to say I'm over you
so long since I've called you, for you to me It's only been two
I don't want to talk, I don't want to sit down or walk
anything with you I'm going to block
It's going to be hard I already know
but, I don't know how long It will last, even how long I will go
I hope wish and pray it will be longer than a day, longer than a month, hopefully past next May