Would I Care Poem by kelly louise houseman

Would i care if i died? 7
Do i dare?
Would it show?
Im not sure im real and om not sure i care
The only things real are the blood on my legs
the blood on my legs and the death in my dreams
if i sit very still then theres nothing to see
if i don't make a sound then theres nothing to hear
if i don't touch the world it ca't know im here
if i tried really hard could i dissapear?
im not sure i exist independant upon them
i know i shouldn't want to
am i only the words on a psychs record? i feel like a bug pinned on a wall.