Wonder Poem by GodBody O.G

I'm making all the noise
but no one seems to hear me
Never was the type
used to do it scarcley
Then something changed suddenly
and my mind opened-up
Used to think it was my heart
that kept it all closed shut
Came to realize slowly
that just wasn't the case
My heart was all good
I had a positive mind state
So as I take a step back
to survey my playing field
I see my possibilities
and decide I shouldn't yield
Thinking about a teaching
I used to think was funny
'Loose money chasing women
but never loose women chasing money'
Yet that path was unclear
to me in certain ways
Because I can't chase money
until my diein days
Chasing women wasn't me
not something you'd catch me doing
I realize it wasn't women
I was chasing that special feeling
So i contemplate
should I have went right instead of left
It's just something I'll wonder
until I take my last breath