Without Him To Him Poem by m just lost

Someone dies
Someone born
Am amid u but not with u
Like voyage of water and stones
We didn't talked
And m all alone
Missing u really
Ma spirit is now stone
M walking on iron nails
It's all blood on floor
Ma eyes has tears
All it does is stick with door
Ma deliberation is in air
And antennas are gone astray
How come I can live without u
How m gonna stumble on ma way
With uplifting mystique
I shouldn't speak
today ma trouble on peak
M I gonna die this weak