Dreadful Days Poem by m just lost

Y I scream
Remind u
Y I cry
Forget u
Y I laugh
Watch u
Y I say
Feel u
Y I ask
Wen I knw I can't
People ask me wen I started
I answer its not ma path at all
I dnt knw ma path even
But on dis 1, I only hav downfall
Not sad I am to write smthng sad
M paying ma blood for some habits bad
Wounds on ma heart dnt pain now
Do I get…?
Oh yeah I do got it pains how
Smiling face wd high dose of drugs
Dis life only sucks