Will He Care Poem by christy rich

The room is spinning my speach is slurring, i tried to write but my eyes

kept blurring.my heart beats faster, my pulse beats slower as my life

sinks lower and lower.the bottles empty unlike my mind thoughts are

racing with the passing of time.i'm thinking of him and i'm getting really

scared if starting to wonder if he'll even care. when he goes back to

school and i'm not there will he understand why i did what i did will he

understand why my thoughts were hid.he was so funny, he was so

smart. he was the one that broke my heart. when i did what i did i felt

so low because it was only a matter of time before he would know.i'm

feeling very distant i can tell my life is fading fast to bad all this had to

happen to bad my life can't last. i'm having second thoughts, but there

is nothing i can do...but all i have to say is i'll always love you.