Why Now? Poem by SOMY Brkat

Why Now?

Every thing was going all right...
Finally i could sleep at night...
I began to forget the past and might...
I started seeing what called light...
I hardly won my fight...
Between the bad and the good side...
You were out of my sight.... Out of my mind...
And you was completely quiet...

So, Why now?
Why you back again...
Bring to me the pain...
make me remember the day...
When we were in the same way...
I was forced by my heart to stay...
But now no more cuz i get my right way...

I was lost becuz of my nightmare...
You were the only one who care...
In all my sadness, you were there to share...
You teach me how to overcome my fear...
But i knew then, you were my nightmare...
Enjoying you self was the only thing you care...

You are Liar that what i certainly know...
Lies and Lies that were what you show...
Nothing was real even me and you...
It was a nightmare and i waked, so...
Let me open my eyes and go...
To my real life, No more living in shadow...

So, please stop calling me, please don't...
' Be with you again ', No i wont....
Sorry but really I can't....
Really I can't...