Why Must I Always Get Hurt Poem by Umbre MoonOkami

Why must I be told these things?
Why must it hurt me?
I guess because the reason it hurts me,
Is because you're not the one telling me,

They are the ones telling me,
They are telling me that you kissed them,
Why are you kissing them?
The only thing I wonder is,
Do those kisses mean anything to you?

Well I wouldn't know if they mean anything,
Because I am not their to see your reaction,
It hurts me that you do this,
When I thought you liked me,

I already have issues of trusting people as it is,
But when they keep telling me these things,
It just makes my trust diminish more,
Keep diminishing more till nothing is left,

Why does this always happen to me,
When I think I could be happy,
It just makes me bleed,
But I will never leave you,

Even when you do this stuff to me,
I will never leave you,
One day you will figure out soon,
That somehow some way,
You will see that you are kinda hurting me! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !