Why Me? Poem by Mallory Stephens

The feelings only get stronger
No matter how hard i try
I cant shake the emotions
the pain
the disgust
the horrifying experience
its not my fault
hes the one to blame
too many feelings
i cant shake em
its too hard
too much pain to bear
to love someone i have to let go
this plague wont go away
its eating away
to make this hole
where my heart used to be
Bigger
so many problems
and no answers
no one cares
why me?