I Screwed Things Up Poem by Mallory Stephens

guilt
shame disgust
emotions i see
feel
guilt
for not realizing
i could love someone
more than him
shameful
for not seeing
that he was just gonna cheat
i woulda been so upset
disgust
for simply not believing in myself
knowing i could do better
love more
And feel better about myseld
that past is in the past
I change it or erase it
ive moved on
but thoughts of you still come to met
what we had was real
but it wasnt what i needed
you were 16 fixin to be 17
you broke my heart
and i didnt know i could do better
i stayed with you for so long
you complemented me
all the time
you make me feel like
like i was on top of the world
then along came polly
you stopped loving me
completely
youve moved on
and ive moved on
ive found that one person
that makes me feel like me
guilt
shame
disgust
emotions i feel no more
now that im with you
i love you