Why Is It? ? Poem by Dipika Pathania

I feel a part of me is left far behind
Why is it that i just cannot rewind....

I am done with it long back
But still i see it heading back
Feels like its screaming out to me
Wish to kill the thought within me,

Look around to find something that makes sense
Watch myself in the mirror... look of me so tense
No am not gonna quit says the mind
But nothing ain't working bloody right,

The pain is getting deep and making things worse
I cant get over it, seems like a blessed curse
Feel the death closer and life far off my sight
Why is it that i cannot make it seem right

I repent now for the mistake i did
Wish i realized it soon for what i did
Trying hard to make people believe
Why is it that am no more left me

I feel a part of me is left far behind
Why is it that i just cannot rewind....