Why Do I Have To Feel Pain... Poem by chrissyray weetra

Why do i have to feel pain...
Why not nothing at all...
it'd be better that way...
Yes it would be best...
Then no one could hurt me...
I wouldn't have to feel
anything anymore...
I hate the way i am n the way
things are in my life...
if i wasn't around anymore...
they would be happy...
they wouldn't have to look
at this pathetic person again...
i could finally say good-bye...
n have a never ending slumber...
never to be looked at again...
yes, yes that would be for the best...