chrissyray weetra

I WISH I could spend
Every SECOND of
My LIFE with you
Because every second
...

Why is it like this...?
it's always the same
n always well be...
I'll always be like this...
...

So COLD...
it's so DARK hear in the
SHADOWS of DEPRESSION
is it ok to give up...?
...

I'll always walk down this dark path
In life no matter how many people
reach out to me...
No matter how many people stop
...

They seem to come out...
on their own they come out...
why do they come out...?
Am i hurt somewhere...?
...

It'll stop...
knowing it will not...
Saying hello but meaning good-bye..
it'll stop, no it will not...
...

Why do i have to feel pain...
Why not nothing at all...
it'd be better that way...
Yes it would be best...
...

Nobody knows its empty
this smile that i wear....
the real one is in the past
because u have left me there... </3
...