Why? ! ? ! Poem by Kyle Matthews

Why when people tent to start liking me well falling in love with me
I find someone that I know I can be with?
Why is it when its someone like my best friend Paige who cares
About me soo much doesnt tell me shes still in love with me?
Its like when I get close to someone I always end up hurting them
WHY?
Im sick of all this pain i cause people people like Paige, and Ang
They loved me and I didnt know they cared soo much.
When I said I fell for someone i lost so many friends it hurt
Why is it when I get close to people I always end up hurting them?
Is it that im not supposed to be happy?
Or supposed to love someone?
Or losse all these friends I that end up falling in love with me?