Why? Poem by LoLo LaLa

Why are you the way you are,
What did I do to push you so far.
Is it me or is it you,
'Cos honestly I dont have a clue!
I love you more than you'll never know,
Please just dont let me go.
I'm so scared that i'm going to loose you,
Then regret all that we've been through.
Are you ever going to change,
Or are we going to stay the same.
I really want to make things right,
I wanna stop this never ending fight.
Even though all you've put me through,
I always will love you!
I am emotinally scarred,
By words that hurt my heart.
I wanna move on,
Cos I've been waiting for too long.
By dragging out this pain,
I am getting no gain.
I think I'll let you be,
Let you move on without me.
But wherever you go,
I want you to know,
You weren't there when I needed you most,
I still love you, so...?